1. |
Into the Black
03:37
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Once me but now it's we
Unlicensed therapy
Into the black as two
Riding the wind with you
What would it take to run away
Far from here, far from pain
Into the sun, as it falls
Nothing that we can't do
Nothing but me and you
I walk when I walk with you
I stand when I stand for you
I'm me at my best when I'm by your side
I am when I am with you
I fight when I fight for you
The days are running out
The one thing I can't live without
Once lost but now I'm found
On my way out of town
We left it all behind
Live a life not defined
What would it take to run away
Far from here, far from pain
Into the sun, as it falls
Nothing that we can't do
Nothing but me and you
I walk when I walk with you
I stand when I stand for you
I'm me at my best when I'm by your side
I am when I am with you
I fight when I fight for you
The days are running out
The one thing I can't live without
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2. |
Nothing Left
01:56
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Time only obstructs, gets in the way
Growing up is fucked, age will betray
Party scars, prison bars
The bottom I'm already there
Trying again because my youth distorted
Every chance getting anything sorted
Tripping face, cops and mace, I medicate
Failed attempts, behind rent, notice to vacate
Kinda lost but I'd like to keep falling
Come along and there's nothing stopping
I'll never be just for me that's easy
I hope you see through the sleaze the real me
Party scars, prison bars
The bottom I'm already there
Trying again because my youth distorted
Every chance getting anything sorted
Tripping face, cops and mace, I medicate
Failed attempts, behind rent, notice to vacate
Kinda lost but I'd like to keep falling
Come along and there's nothing stopping
I'll never be just for me that's easy
I hope you see through the sleaze the real me
Run with me, far from everything
Nothing left but you
Nothing left but me
Next stop is the end
Where the light begins
Washed of all our sins
Beyond the end
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3. |
For One Day
03:41
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Waking up knowing nothing has changed
Waking up and the world is the same
A breath before it all comes alive
A quiet pause that will never survive
Everything comes to an end
Every moment passes
Everything will fall apart
The worst always happens
Trying to regain the past
Leaving out the present
I keep falling
The joy of being slowly dissipates
The lost love in what you create
The lost time you will never get back
The sun has fallen and the sky has turned black
The end of days that would never end
Making room for something new to begin
A look back at what you have lost
A snapshot of what this all cost
Everything comes to an end
Every moment passes
Everything will fall apart
The worst always happens
Trying to regain the past
Leaving out the present
I keep falling
The joy of being slowly dissipates
The lost love in what you create
The lost time you will never get back
The sun has fallen and the sky has turned black
For one day
There's no rain
The light remains
I keep falling
For one day
There's no pain
The stars remain
I keep falling
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4. |
A New Void
05:44
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You bleed, repeat, creating
A heartbeat that depletes for nothing
A new noise, a new void, left empty
It destroys any joy from middle C
Movement no one ever feels
Screaming no one ever hears
Fuck me for everything
Chasing a life that won't ever lead to anything
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck everyone else too
You bleed, repeat, keep healing
A heartbeat that depletes all feeling
A new noise, a new void, more dreaming
It destroys all the joy and meaning
Movement no one ever feels
Screaming no one ever hears
Fuck me for everything
Chasing a life that won't ever lead to anything
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck everyone else too
Fuck me for the lost time
Every moment after a dream you can not define
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck everyone else too
You fight back with a new sound
You dissect what weighs you down
A chance to address the scars
That keep you living behind bars
Take your insides out
Show what keeps you down
Catharsis through pain and loss
It's only for yourself
Fuck me for everything
Chasing a life that won't ever lead to anything
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck everyone else too
Fuck me for the lost time
Every moment after a dream you can not define
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck everyone else too
Fuck me for everything
Chasing a life that won't ever lead to anything
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck everyone else too
Fuck me for the lost time
Every moment after a dream you can not define
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck everyone else too
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5. |
The Escape
04:33
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When I need a way to survive the day
Need to get away from the daily pain
I pick up the phone and call on you
When I think about punching in and out
All I'm left without, drowning in this drought
I pick up the phone and call on you
When I'm at my worst and about to burst
Everything reversed, choking on my thirst
I pick up the phone and call on you
When I want to die, barely scraping by
Need another try but the well is dry
I pick up the phone and call on you
Every time that I try to align
With everyone walking on the line
I just can't seem to make it all work
Without something to numb all the hurt
Flying high above everything
Problems blur with distance between
Hit the gas and I'm not looking back
Not going back
Escape to somewhere far from here
Escaping just to disappear
Break free from what's holding you down
Let go untethered to the ground
When I need a way to survive the day
Everything's the same fuck the daily pain
I pick up the phone and call on you
When I think about punching in and out
All I'm left without, drowning in this drought
I pick up the phone and call on you
When I'm at my worst and about to burst
Everything reversed, choking on my thirst
I pick up the phone and call on you
When I want to die, barely scraping by
Need another try but the well is dry
I pick up the phone and call on you
Every time that I try to align
With everyone walking on the line
I just can't seem to make it all work
Without something to numb all the hurt
Flying high above everything
Problems blur with distance between
Hit the gas and I'm not looking back
Not going back
Escape to somewhere far from here
Escaping just to disappear
Break free from what's holding you down
Let go untethered to the ground
Every time that I try to align
With everyone walking on the line
I just can't seem to make it all work
Without something to numb all the hurt
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6. |
Debt
02:58
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Keep it up 'cuz it's what they all need from me
Every breath until death walk the line so they see
It's easier to put up a face
Than try to explain why I'm out of place
One day I won't need to lie
Some days I can just get by
The phase I never outlived
Makes it harder to forget
Who I thought that I would be
What lies I would never breathe
A life I did not ever want
A life forced onto everyone
Don't forget pay your debt to society
Without a sound swallow down all your misery
It's easier to put up a face
Than try to explain why I'm out of place
One day I won't need to lie
Some days I can just get by
The phase I never outlived
Makes it harder to forget
Who I thought that I would be
What lies I would never breathe
A life I did not ever want
A life forced onto everyone
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7. |
Grey Skies
03:17
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Ready set and go
To the end of the road
You're either fast or you're slow
Get moving
We're born into a race
There's only one first place
You better pick up the pace
Keep Losing
I thought that this would be the day
when I would finally feel ok
The grey sky remains
There has to be something else
More than this
More than this hell
You wake up every day
Behind in every way
Either early or late
Get moving
Put down your head and march on
To the beat of someone's drum
Chase after more income
You're losing
I thought that this would be the day
when I would finally feel ok
The grey sky remains
There has to be something else
More than this
More than this hell
Ready set and go
To the end of the road
You're either fast or you're slow
Get moving
We're born into a race
There's only one first place
You better pick up the pace
Keep Losing
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8. |
Accomplice
04:19
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Sick of this shit
It never ends
Held down by this
It always wins
It's a cold, dark, empty world
Nothing remains
Built to only take from you
Nothing but pain
I've tried everything I know
To break free from this control
I won't take what's been given to me
I don't want anything
This fucked place, fallen grace
Scorch the earth to become exceptional
Land defaced, species erased
Killing each other deemed socially acceptable
Sick of all this shit
This worthless life
Powerless to resist
Stripped of all our rights
It's a cold, dark, empty world
Nothing remains
Built to only take from you
Nothing but pain
I've tried everything I know
To break free from this control
I won't take what's been given to me
I don't want anything
This fucked place, fallen grace
Scorch the earth to become exceptional
Land defaced, species erased
Killing each other deemed socially acceptable
I won't be an accomplice to displacement
I won't help you dehumanize through hatred
I didn't ask for this
It's not a crime to exist
I didn't ask for this
It's not a crime to exist
It's a cold, dark, empty world
Nothing remains
Built to only take from you
Nothing but pain
I've tried everything I know
To break free from this control
I won't take what's been given to me
I don't want anything
This fucked place, fallen grace
Scorch the earth to become exceptional
Land defaced, species erased
Killing each other deemed socially acceptable
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9. |
Hail to the King
01:48
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10. |
Running in Place
04:17
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There's no other way
It's all pay to play
Costs more than you know
Being costs your soul
I wish I was the kind of person to take what's fucking mine
Keep bleeding across the page
Break even to stay in place
Sometimes I wish I never met you
Sometimes I wish I never let this take over
Find another path
that still keeps it back
Tame what's left inside
Chase what gets you high
I wish I was the kind of person to take what's fucking mine
Keep bleeding across the page
Break even to stay in place
Sometimes I wish I never met you
Sometimes I wish I never let this take over
Sometimes I wish I never met you
Sometimes I wish I could just start this over
It's one of those pathetic dreams
but it means everything to me
Masochism at its heart
Living your life far apart
Self harm making something that's real
A wound that's not going to heal
Revealing what has broken you
Why it all keeps falling through
Using the pain, hide and escape
Looking for a way to distance myself
The catalyst that's driving this
Will also be the end of everything
Taking your pills, making your bills
Separation of church and what you hate
The pushing force of my remorse
is facing the fact that I'm a failure
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11. |
I Lost It
03:45
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I never knew how fast it passes you
I wish I could stop, go back and get what I forgot
Burning away time
Falling short every time I try
Tomorrow's divide
Work night and day to just get by
There is no past, no future
Not meant to last, it always blurs
Tomorrow comes, it bleeds today
When you let go it all fades away
Live in each moment they don't last too long
Hold on to each breath before it goes wrong
Tomorrow comes, it bleeds today
When you let go it all falls away
Here, there is no hope
A world that fits inside a globe
Just work, eat, sleep and die
No where to go no where to hide
Burning away time
Falling short every time I try
Tomorrow's divide
Work night and day to just get by
There is no past, no future
Not meant to last, it always blurs
Tomorrow comes, it bleeds today
When you let go it all fades away
Live in each moment they don't last too long
Hold on to each breath before it goes wrong
Tomorrow comes, it bleeds today
When you let go it all falls away
Self medicating to survive
Dull senses to subdue all drive
Each breath brings us closer to death
When we're all gone there's nothing left
I lost you
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12. |
Exile
02:57
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Pull away, idle
By design, exile
Only one way to know for sure
Diving head first into a blur
The chaos of uncertainty
The fear of finding harmony
I hope you have everything you need
Everything I bring
I hope there is nothing more than me
All I have you see
I hope you have everything you need
Everything you need
Pull away, idle
By design, exile
There's only so much I can do
Only so much that I can prove
Without taking that first great leap
Not knowing what hides in the deep
I hope you have everything you need
Everything I bring
I hope there is nothing more than me
All I have you see
I hope you have everything you need
Everything you need
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13. |
Chosen One
02:15
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14. |
My Last Chance
02:30
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My last chance
I wanna walk in like a king
My last chance
Not like a nobody with nothing
One mistake from, one heartbreak from
Losing everything I have
One miss step leads to my death
When check to check for life
Trying to live but I just survive
Fighting to get through another night
Trying to live while I'm dead inside
Dead inside
What would it take for you to lose
Everything that you think makes you
Without a home to call your own
And left with nothing
(M Y L A S T C H A N C E it's my last chance)
You can't run away
The planes level some day
We all have our time
It all unwinds
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15. |
Be Sick
03:44
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What would it take to really level you
Dead in your tracks not knowing what to do
When everything begins closing in
What would it take to bury you
When it is your turn
No one's free from loss, hurt, pain
We all succumb to it
You've got to get a little worse
Before anything will improve
Taking the guardrails off the tracks
Make room with what you have removed
Get back up
Don't give in
Moving on
Move on
Back from the dead you start your way straight up
Work from the bottom aiming for above
The higher you climb the harder you fall
What would it take to bury you
When it is your turn
No one's free from loss, hurt, pain
We all lose every day
You've got to get a little worse
Before anything will improve
Taking the guardrails off the tracks
Make room with what you have removed
Get back up
Don't give in
Moving on
Move on
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16. |
Burn It Down
02:30
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Wake up behind another day
Running short on time
Not showing up early is late
Get the fuck in line
Working so someone else gets paid
Work to support a life you hate
Burn down everything
Burn down everything
Half step behind everyone else
Not gifted their grace
Tooth and nail just to stay afloat
Know your fucking place
Working so someone else gets paid
Work to support a life you hate
Burn down everything
Burn down everything
Burn it all down
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17. |
Misery
02:45
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18. |
Let Go
04:34
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Another chance to get things wrong
This time revenge is the end of friction
A final fall or loss to affliction
I know that you need me
I can't stop the bleeding
From each life that I let go
Overcome the fear
Nothing is so clear
No where else but here
Someone I knew but did not know
Someone like you so I can let go
Another chance to get things wrong
This time revenge on everyone I know
A final fall or I'll go it alone
I know that you need me
I can't stop retreating
From the life that I let go
Overconing fear
Nothing is so clear
No where else but here
Someone I knew but did not know
Someone like you so I can let go
When we are lost
there's nothing else but this
it's all just background
When we are lost
there's nothing else but this
getting up to get down
No compromises when
something that never ends
A life with my best friend
something that will never end
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19. |
Pushing Back
03:00
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One more, one last hit
No more, I can't quit
This trepidation that pushes back
Keeping me at a distance
The comfort of knowing you
Some shelter from life pushing through
An embrace of a familiar place
Some help with the weight that's crushing you
One more, fight off pain
No more, I can't contain
Fear of the unknown that pushes back
Keeping me at a distance
The comfort of knowing you
Some shelter from life pushing through
An embrace of a familiar place
Some help with the weight that's crushing you
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20. |
Out of Room
02:07
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Counting each minute as they pass
We used to make each of them last
Burn away every day
Losing time, losing
Put down your head and do your time
Autonomy from five to nine
Another boss, another job
A dead road you can't get off
Burn away every day
Losing time, losing
Put down your head and do your time
Autonomy from five to nine
Someone before me set my fate
Not in jail but I'm an inmate
A life of servitude
An outlaw with no room
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21. |
We the People
04:02
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22. |
What Follows
04:52
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Sometimes I don't know me
Sometimes I get lonely
Sometimes I wish I was dead
You found me lost
Upside down
Double crossed
Gagged and bound
When you see the real me
When nothing's in between
When you have everything
What will come next
This is all I can do
This is what I've been through
This is me, this is you
What will follow
Sometimes you don't know me
Sometimes I get lonely
Sometimes I wish I was dead
You found me lost
Upside down
Double crossed
Gagged and bound
When you see the real me
When nothing's in between
When you have everything
What will come next
This is all I can do
This is what I've been through
This is me, this is you
What will follow
What follows
What follows me here
What follows
What follows
What follows us here
What follows
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